Not

Not is such a strong word

it's almost like over

it's worse than done

it cuts like a knife

it burns to my core

Not

It's like you can't

you won't

you don't and that's even worse

Not

I wish it wasn't in my vocabulary.

I almost can't handle it...especially coming from you.

Now I know how you felt when you heard it from me.

Me

Life is coming together slowly but surely
I should have expected bumps
I should have expected mountains
Sometimes I can get carried away
I forget about everyone else
I used to be so very loud
But now I'm learning to be quiet
I enjoy my time alone
I enjoy precious moments
I enjoy a beautiful day
I cherish time with my daughter
I think I might think of myself as a woman now....
And that thought is scary