Saturday, October 17, 2009


Not is such a strong word
it's almost like over
it's worse than done
it cuts like a knife
it burns to my core
It's like you can't
you won't
you don't and that's even worse
I wish it wasn't in my vocabulary.
I almost can't handle it...especially coming from you.
Now I know how you felt when you heard it from me.

Sunday, October 4, 2009


Life is coming together slowly but surely
I should have expected bumps
I should have expected mountains
Sometimes I can get carried away
I forget about everyone else
I used to be so very loud
But now I'm learning to be quiet
I enjoy my time alone
I enjoy precious moments
I enjoy a beautiful day
I cherish time with my daughter
I think I might think of myself as a woman now....
And that thought is scary